Going to share the Gospel tomorrow. Am I scared? Yea a little bit.
So much is going through my head right now, well mostly about school stuff. I feel like my head is going to explode. I need to stop stressing because at the end I know God is going to take care of me.
“I can do all this through him who gives me strength.” Philippians 4:13
I didn’t go to Epic meeting today because I wanted to stay home. Well maybe partly because my face is having an allergic reaction. So I decided to use the time to Rest . Resting in God.
I feel like I’ve been worrying too much about everything in general. I tend to overanalyze every possible outcome, whether it’s negatively or positively. Well I think Negative for the most part.
So as I spend some time with him, I started to play the one and only song I kind of knew how to play on my guitar, Your Love is Everything. In the middle of jamming, I just broke down. Sometimes as humans we tend to forget that God have everything in store for us. The lyrics were a good reminder to just let it go, and just leave it to God. As you and I know, He knows whats good haha.
Anyway, Let God be in control, not you.
This morning, I walked out of my history class knowing I failed the test for sure. As students, you always want to strive for the best grades. Even though grades are important, we always forget what we should focus more on. I feel like I have focused more on the earthly things. God please guide me to redirect my focus.
Recently I’ve been encountering with people that dwell on the past.
One of the encounters was when a friend of mine always talks about the past and why it isn’t the same anymore. This friend always try to argue with me and ask me “why did you change so much, why can’t we all hang out all the time like we used to?” my answer was people change over the period of time in a good way or in a bad way and we still can hang out but sometimes I like to have my own time and just stay at home and rest. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that you can’t talk/think about the past. I’m just trying to point out don’t dwell on the past “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past.”(Isaiah 43:18) because there is nothing you can do about it anymore and why keep on wasting your time thinking about it, instead look for a different opportunity you have ahead of you.
Cant wait to get this busy week over with and relax at home this weekend.
“you have brains in your head, you have feet in your shoes. you can steer yourself any direction you choose” Dr. Seuss